in with no out?

isnt the best of endings
but looks like i dun rly hav a choice now but to take the risk
for a random ogl pair
tt is if they allow me to b an ogl in the first place

ok not supposed to say anyth abt orientation here though like no1 reads here

hols getting kinda late now and would like to start some jamming with prasatt soon
if he would like to do so too

would like to do some revision too
was looking through grades while filing sometime ago
and havnt touched academics since
but point is tt though the grades werent too bad
realised they were quite bad
certainly not the way to go to take a's next year
even if i decide not to go further studies
would stil like to get nice grades
though if i decide not to further studies don't know what i'll do
but then again if i go for further studies won't know what i'll do

back again
shldnt b thinking so far ahead when i have pressing probs to settle
not juz in orientation
but much other stuff too
seems like there always have to be stuff bothering

on the brighter side
ppl i've been working with in oteam seem to b quite fun

but for now
all i can do for my hols is hope for the best out of it